| it's over... |
[May. 14th, 2005|11:46 pm] |
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my last day of school was on friday...the 13th...hehe...senior prank was that day also....so then i go to work for my last day before senior trip...i got out early!! brit picked me up and we went to her house to get ready...the boys picked us up and we went to our funfilled night at joes...hmmm...rooftops, sadie, stairs, basements, nakedness, puke, computers,throwing things off roofs...it doesn't get much better...beach today...this was an amazinf frist day of being free from master's...ha...<3
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| i'm sorry is all there's left to say |
[May. 8th, 2005|09:21 pm] |
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Apologies are my final words...
Of all these people, I was closest to you. I am sorry for anything I may have said behind your back following when you told me we weren’t friends anymore. I trusted you with a lot and it hurt that you just decided one day that it didn’t mean anything. I’m sorry if you took my actions, calling you, coming over to try and make things better, in an inappropriate way. I wasn’t trying to freak you out; just save a friendship that I believed was still there. I loved the memories we made during the time I was blessed enough to have you in my life. You will no doubt go on to do great things in your life. You’ll always have a special place in my heart and always be a kitten in my mind.
When I met you I thought you were amazingly smart and intelligent. Your ability to make me smile and laugh was something wonderfully relieving at that time. You helped me realize that I could move on past the past and that there really are bright, educated boys that can be fun and sweet to hang out with. I know we had problems. I’m sorry for all the mean stuff I have said since we separated and for hurting you by becoming close to one of your good friends. Although I don’t regret getting to know him, I do regret hurting you so much by doing so. I’ve lied about your capabilities. In anger I said things on how you won’t amount to anything and I know this is not true. You have an amazing will power and drive. I believe that you WILL be able to accomplish anything you put your mind to. I’ll always look back on your letters and think of our fun times and smile. I tried to act like I hated you to cover up for the sadness I felt when you didn’t get into that college. Underneath it all I did REALLY care about you. Thank you for helping me learn to cook...
Girl, you were fun to hang around. You were able to bring smiles into any room. I’m sorry for telling you the stuff I did when all this crap started up. I should have just left it behind all of us. Continue encouraging people and I hope you have the best time at college. I really am sorry babe.
You probably won’t see this. I’m sorry that we stopped hanging out. I loved talking to you and getting to share in some fun memories with you. You are a really sweet, polite, funny person and I never wanted to lose touch with you. I’m sorry all the crap that has been going on caused that. Regardless of where you end up next year, I believe that you will manage to be the life of the party. I will always be your best good luck charm...
I’m sorry again for any part I had in all this. You guys were fun. Have amazing lives! I always remember each of you...
~kait
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[Apr. 21st, 2005|03:42 pm] |
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Your Inner European is Russian!</td></tr>
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Mysterious and exotic.
You've got a great balance of danger and allure.</td></tr></table>
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| toga... |
[Apr. 17th, 2005|04:33 pm] |
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so i got back from bju...we won first for choric speaking...that college is soooo screwed up....anyways here's the pictures:
( pictures )
"..punch brothers punch with care punch in the presence of the passen-jare...the passsssen-jare..."
so i get back and heather comes over...we decide with baxter that we're gunna do something crazy so we throw a toga party...yeah, definately a fun night...
( toga )
saturday was shopping with heather mika and andrew...then double date at kobes...we wont even get into that...too much drama this weekend...last night was ridiculous...
( saturday night ) |
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| beachyness |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|10:56 pm] |
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so sunday sucked bc kevin was a jerk at work...got done with work and dressed up with my kittens and headed to the love shack...not very eventful but still fun...acrobats!!!
( acrobats )
so monday we wake up and us girlies head to new smyrna...it was sooooo fun even though we werent there very long...
( beach )
i love all u all...i leave for nationals tomorrow at 6am...wish us luck...ill be back friday at 10am...woohoo...off to psycho world BJU!
<3 kait |
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| prom |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|07:12 pm] |
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| | hollaback girl | ] |
so prom was pretty excellent...i got ready with heather...things were kinda sucky at first but i always love being with you girl and i would do anything to make u feel better!!! lucci picked me up with dave and katie...we went to lauras and took more pictures...we all headed to kobe's...jason called...dinner was yummy. we checked into the villa....got lost for like an hour...haha...got to the dance...i got to dance with a ton of different people which was fun cause all the other dances i was only allowed to dance with my boyfriend...lol...i saw my kittens(h and shay) and we danced alot...i luv you gurls...me and shay danced with sam...fun times...halfway through my neck started feeling like it was on fire and my throat started swelling shut...i was too scared to tell anyone bc i didnt want to go to the hospital...i had my dad come down there and pick me up...headed home and talked on the phone for awhile...i woke up today and my face was 10 times fatter than normal....i looked so scary....as the day continued it started to go down...work sucked...now im ready to go out!!!
( wshs prom )
i cant put up any more pictures bc they got ruined...ill get some from some other people
<3 kait |
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| what a week...tma prom... |
[Apr. 5th, 2005|10:17 pm] |
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so last week was a big blur...monday was boring...tuesday i worked...wednesday and thursday i stayed home from school and "took care of my dad"...friday was boring...ok now some little details...thursday we went to dinner with Hi, this guy my dad works with...we had a lot of fun...i got home and talked to SAM....well that went good and he asked to come in on my break on friday night...so he did just that and we talked a whole bunch and he hung out at ae until i was done with work and we hung out with sky in the parking lot for a little while...(yeah joe, i kno)...so drama happened and then i went home and me and heather and shay went to nate's....HUNCH PUNCH...lol
( nates )
so then we decide to go to the love shack...we're "party hoppin whores"...<3...aww girlies...we are noooo such thing hehe
( love shack )
so saturday was prom and shay helped me and heather get ready...i noticed at Michaels that i had black all over my dress and so i tried to find a drycleaner that could fix it but no one could so i hand washed it...it turned out fine...
( tma prom )
so then its to the love shack for the after party...now what could be funner?!?!?
( after party )
me and heather had adventures that night...then we headed home....buttons woke us up with a fart...
sunday was good....saw sam g...twice...hung out with heather and went to church and out to dinner...talked to jason...funny....
xoxo,
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[Mar. 27th, 2005|01:02 pm] |
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ok...wow...happy easter everyone...so today concludes our spring break....never in a million years did i think it would turn out to be this awesome...on to the past days activities...so i we tried on friday night to re-enact the previous wild night....it didnt turn out that great....me and heather went to dinner at dragon court...mmmm. yummy!
hether and the orchid....
so then we headed to this girls house in winding hollow....gay....then we went to sam's...not too many people were there and there were WAY too many young girls....ha...then we went on a late night run to denny's...lastly, me and heather slept over at the Mr.'s house hehe...its sooooo hottt....
( love shack )
so then we wake up the next morning and offer to get the crew food from chickfila but no one was hungry...luccis car was bein retarded so we took heathers...we ate it back at luccis and watched Blank Check and Good Burger...hehe...me and heather got dressed and went to millenia and altamonte to shop....it was soooo much fun...we're peas in a pod when it comes to fashion sense...:)
look at this slutty ass dress from forever21
so me and heather get this brilliant idea to dress up punk rock....definately hott...i felt like VIP walkin into the love shack...i talked to kyle...hmmm...whatever...loveshack was excellent...
( punk night! )
i woke up this morning with 6 missed calls and a voicemail...jason called...im not really sure whats goin on...he was prolly just drunk...oh well...went to church with the fam and then to panera for lunch...came home and had the annual easter egg hunt...i made a ton of money and chocolate!!! HAPPY EASTER!!!
( easter )
XOXO <3 kait |
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| life back at home... |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|05:23 pm] |
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| | love rhymes with a hideous car wreck | ] |
so i get back into town and go out with heather...next day she comes by and helps me with some chores...we worked from 10am until 3pm and then went and worked the magic game...met dwight howard...fun times...
work it...
washin windows...
so then we like get lost on the way home from the game and i'm in a bad mood and i just wanna get home...we were supposed to go out but i was startin to really not feel like it anymore...we get to my house and my parents start giving me a hard time about spending the night out...then my mom flips out and tells me i cant go to the beach today and i have to be home from heathers by 8am this morning...i just walked back to my room and i could feel my eyes welling up with tears...they were taking away my last real day of spring break and making me CLEAN AGAIN all day...all of a sudden jason calls....he asked me what was wrong and listened to everything and cheered me up...so i get all ready and me and heather head to sams house...i talked to jason a few more times...sorry if the last message was weird...we ended up having the best possible time ever and then went on a 2:30am steak N shake run...good, good, times...
( 1st love shack )
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| tally |
[Mar. 23rd, 2005|10:43 pm] |
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| | blowers daughter | ] |
me and katie went to tally...things went down...ill never forget this amazing time and all the memories...due to these memories, details cannot be exposed...what happens in Tally stays in Tally...
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| leaving |
[Mar. 20th, 2005|09:29 am] |
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ok....random...me and katie r leaving for tallahassee today...good...i cant wait to get up there and away from here...its like being trapped in a bubble filled with kids who insist on acting like they're 12... |
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| st. patty's day |
[Mar. 19th, 2005|09:50 am] |
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so the st. patty's day night was far better than the day...it started off with my mom makin me all green food for breakfast: green eggs, green butter, green chocolate milk...etc..
then i headed to school...it was so icky out...pouring all day and our air conditioning was not working for the third day in a row...
foster and brian in economics
monica, sarah and me
felipe took this of himself...
well then i had a fieldtrip to the tuskawilla country club...we performed our choric for the chamber of commerce...lunch at the mall. retyrned for the faculty vs. faculty bball game...i tanned, met heather at the mall and then we hung out with jenni for awhile...ha ha...the OLD baby :) me and heather then went shopping for a st. pattys day shirt and a shirt for last night...we found the cutest ones ever...we both went to our houses and did our own things...at like 8pm i headed to luccis and lucci, scott, rich, and dave all showed up...dave took a shower and the other two went home to do the same...heather showed up and decided to help lucci make a burger...
( st. patty's night )
so then yesterday i had to work until 6pm...me and heather went and bought Ring2 tickets...after work i tanned and saw jenni...i missed her...i came home and got ready...heather came over and we picked out our outfits...after, we left and headed to mark's...watched the syracuse game...that was intense...keets, heather, mark and me went to ring2...omg it sucked soooo bad...what a waste of a good night and money...pieces of the lax group sat two rows down...as if the movie wasnt bad enough my dad called during it sounding like something was wrong so i was worried and then i get phone calls from a high/drunk boy...i feel sad for him...oh well...me and heather got in the car and dropped off mark and keets...stopped by luccis and dave was there too...some people just arent who you thought they were...its one of the disappointments in life...i think i hold too high of expectations of people i know...maybe thats my fault...what isnt my fault is other people lying, trying to make themselves seem better than they truly are...ive figured it out perfectly...if you have to lie to make yourself seem better than ur more pathetic than most...a truly genuine person can be content with others judging them based on their actions alone...not based on fabricated stories they created...u were never close...kno that...
heathers kissy face in my room before ring2
me and heather at marks
mark and keets in the back of the car
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| just say thank you |
[Mar. 16th, 2005|04:26 pm] |
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here are the pictures from mika's bday...
( mika 15 )
so today was so boring....spiritual emphasis day...a 5 hour assembly!!! it was weirdly pouring when i got out and then i tanned...i had to drop off books at the library...i slammed my hand in the book drop and its bleedin under the skin...ewww...now im about to help heather with "project graduation" lol....me and lucci are headin for a bite to eat and then heather and mark my stop by luccis for oc catch up night!!! tomorrow is going to be so packed but incredibly fun...tan after school, shopping with heather for accessories for tomorrow night, eat dinner somewhere...st. patty's day and oc at luccis and whatever else happens...tomorrows my last day of school!
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| lalala |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|10:45 pm] |
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i will updat with pictures from last night later...so today at school was pretty good...except that i got a 75 on a calculus test but he decided to give me an A anyhow...steph finally came back to school...after school i went to work....kevin was being stupid all night....he made me stay until 10pm and didnt give me a break...keets came in for an application....he always brightens my day....rich and joe were with him...the rest of the night went slowly...these stupid boys kept comin in and hittin on all the AE girls...i hung out at lucci's after...then i came home...now im about to head to bed...i have to find two prom dresses soon...lol...Amy called last night with a huge surprise...shes comin down next tuesday and we're stayin at the beach...i am overjoyed! we are so crazy when we get together and i love her so much! well tomorrow im helpin heather with PROJECT GRADUATION...lol...maybe a little oc with lucci....keets turns in his application...thursday is St. Patricks Day...we are doin it at luccis...i know some people found out they have to go to school on friday....sucks to be you....for everyone else, come dressed in something green and u can bring whatever u want...o.c. is on among other things...comment on here or get a hold of me if you have any questions or whatver...heather: fri- me u and duh, the ring 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xoxo |
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| yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|04:08 pm] |
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today is mika's 15th birthday! I love you hun!
On other terms....i am now going to prom...qutie exciting...i was going to FSU that weekend bc after the recent turn of events i wasnt really planning on still goin to prom but then lucci's plans got cancelled and tahdah: he needed a date late last night, last minute. so i am honored he asked me and now im so excited bc i get to see everyone dressed up and hang out with everyone that night....afterwards is goin to be so awesome too! Heather i cant wait to see your hott dress in person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muah! xoxo |
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| hella good time! |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|01:43 pm] |
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here are the faacs pictures as promised:
( FAACS )
so on to the fun part...so the roxy thing went out the window when i got a call from shayna. we decided to go to dinner together and run the rest of the night from there. me, dave, lucci and scott all watched the games on tv until about 7pm. I went to shaynas house to meet her and we headed to carrabbas...that didnt end up working out so we ate elsewhere...on our way back to luccis after dinner we get a phone call saying random crap and i was like, "what the hell?". It must be something in the winter springs water...75% of the kids from that school are overly emotional and whacked out...the remaining 25% are insanely fun...so we get to luccis and watch the syracuse game. lucci, scott, dave, rob, lindsay, kuhl, emily, me and shayna are all there...slowly they started heading to parkers...i had fallen asleep and when i woke up there was only lucci, me and shayna left. we went on a golf course ride to pick up dave and then stopped at derek's house...he has the funniest dad...when we got back, the fun began...keets and harry showed up too. hmmm, can we say strawberries and whipped cream?...ha...the rest of the night was splendid...sleepover!!!! lol...i woke up this morning relieved that i dont have work today...i drove home and now im gunna go eat....dont forget what thursday is and keets, friday!!!! make no plans...this is going to be amazing... |
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| ya for us! |
[Mar. 12th, 2005|12:14 pm] |
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FAACS was such a good trip! I have pictures to put up later...I won first place out of the entire state for my purse! I won second out of like 30 pictures for my black and white picture of Maddie...AND I got first with the choric speaking team! I placed in everything i entered....i was so ecstatic! and because i got first place in catagories i get to go to south carolina and miss school for a week in april! woohoo! well i got back last night and went and hung out with all the gang at luccis. some drama happened but im unaware of the exact problem because i was downstairs when it all happened. we watched the syracuse game and then just chilled. This morning i went to my aunts and she cut mine and my sister's hair. then we went and got lunch together and i tanned. tonight is going to be soooo excellent...im supposed to go to Roxy with Natalie and some of her friends from ucf...if not its dinner with shayna and party at luccis again bc syracuse is goin to playoffs...woohoo! im sooooo excited...maybe beach tomorrow!!!!
<3, kait
When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you're ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go
I've been there, done it, f****d around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...
U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars
(You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy
(I do it just cause I'm...)
Said I'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to know
I really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man
Promise to love you the best I can |
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| just so u kno |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|01:04 pm] |
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i am aware that my journal used to be friends only...i have opened it up back until october so that everyone can see it...if u wanna read before that tell me and ill add u to my friends list... |
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| whisper by bang gang |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|11:42 am] |
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Here's an update to satisfy all the requests...
( senior lunch #3 )
Maddie celebrated her 3rd birthday this past week...i love u hun...
maddie waitin to blow out the candles
still waitin...
blowin them out
the famous cheerleading face
her showin me her new wood dolls...lol
thursday was hard. friday i woke up feeling better. friday night was fun. i finished my first alone, ha. saturday morning was harsh. afternoon with amy was awesome. night was terrific. thanks to u all who made things feel better. sunday day was hilarious...pmsing kev...night tedious full of sewing. monday i was sick but still went to school and work. today im sick at home but still goin to work...
It's been so weird since i last updated. alot has happened. i was looking back through my calendar and i just realize how nothing in life really stays the same. it's funny that 7 months ago i didn't know half the people i do today. life's weird. i don't ever regret anything. you always learn from each thing that you experience. yeah, crappy things happen...at the time u don't understand why things work out like they do...but wait just 7 months and look back and you'll see how it was all part of a better plan...the hardest part is waiting those months...that's the challenge i'm facing right now...in 7 months i'll be halfway through first semester at FSU...that seems so far away... |
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| alter egos |
[Mar. 3rd, 2005|11:54 am] |
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 | You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things.
Goofy | | 69% | Peter Pan | | 69% | Cinderella | | 63% | Donald Duck | | 56% | Cruella De Ville | | 56% | Sleeping Beauty | | 56% | The Beast | | 56% | Ariel | | 50% | Pinocchio | | 44% | Snow White | | 19% | </td>
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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